我依然掛念你

我依然掛念你

我搬到另一邊寫了

要看, 請光明正大的看

愛的確不需要証明

卻沒有掩飾的必要

我們會再見嗎

就像是要戒毒一樣。

我很久沒有寫字，每當寫筆記的時候，除了引用某些文章，多半不會有甚麼好事情。筆觸看上去都很重，情感太重，會令看的人都變鬱，或感到煩厭。我曾經體會文字的那種破壞力，所以停了不再寫，只是近來因為一件事情不開心了好一段時間，那也許是從文字而起的一件事，我想用文字去了結。

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 therefore i will wait and i feel happy about knowing you are the one i love.

i am willing to take risk....even you are not into me

i still love you.

in case you want to love me one day.

i feel relieved and happy to make this decision.

i'll enjoy the moment being single before you come back to me.

enjoy your life and be confident of yourself.

this is the most important thing. to me, you are perfect.

this is the very 1st day i feel the sorrow has gone.

i won't come to see you until you want to see me.

you are always the one i want to support and love since i know you.

I know I did hurt you so bad

But could you give me a chance to love you again

I know how to love this time

I learn it, not from any person else, but a revision of the memories between us in the past.

I didn't fall in love with anybody else after meeting you.

Please trust me. I was trying to push you for more love. I know I was wrong.

I want to share with you my happiness.

I want to take care of you.

I want to see you

I want to hear from you

I want to talk to you

I want to hug you

I want to love you

But do you still want to see me?

Can you hear me from there?

我的願望只是能找到一個能相愛到白頭的人

為什麼當我感覺自己能找到的時候

我會那麼狠心的傷害他

做許多無謂的事情讓他困擾?

到今天我很想很想愛他的時候

我發現也許已經再沒有這個機會了

我發現有些說話說了就無法回頭

我那時只是很想他能明白我在想甚麼

明白我多麼的喜歡他

但是  是真的用錯方法了嗎

最遺憾是不能跟你分享

你真的想我放棄嗎?

But is it something you want to know?

但原來一個人在這樣大的地方工作

即使是白天 也是很需要膽量的

要讓自己開心起來 就不那麼害怕了

想找個可以傾談的人也沒有

原來這種感覺是很孤單的

放了紙鶴在心頭

想著遙不可及的人都會感覺安全一些

Do you still hate me that much?

I wish you were there with me when I am scared.

Do you still want to support me? I need you I need you I need you.

Can you come back to me?

是叫我不要買東西了嗎？

你明白嗎